dat by day~

month by month~

year by year~

we always grow with our maturity n emotion~ we grow taller~ we change from just a cute little boy or girl to become a teenage and finally we are mature. work anywhere, get married, have a child, children, n granddaughter or grandson. we will pass away n will we reincarnate to another people? in another place? with another gender n emotion, with another parent n family, other occupation, other life,
but,
will we ever remember how was our life used to be?
will we remember what kind of person are we?
what we have done?

isn't it just such a siclus of life? *is that the word "siclus", i dont know how to express this* so, they said we live once in the world n that's right. sometimes i always thinking that i could be the twin of Taemin or Changmin's little sister. but, its just a thought right? coz it will never happen to my life~ haha

dont mind about what i am talking~

well, nowadays, i hope i could buy a printer. i am going to have chinese new year on 26th of anuary, n yeah, that's hero jaejoong bday. n we usually get angpao (money in red envelope for children), so i will save it. hmm,  please pray for me that i can get the top place or minimum top 3 (i want to be the one, haha) n i can get more than 75 score in test to enter my new SHS, so that i could get a scholarship for the registration fee (i dunno what is it in eng, it is called "uang pangkal" in bahasa)

yeah, that's all for this evening~
jya~
=3
 

helloow minna-san~
long time no see~
=3
haha~ how is your day??~
i'm kinda busy nowadays~
so, i'm not really active ne~

*NOW POST IN BAHASA*

Kemaren2 itu ada entry gw tentang adik angkat gw kan~ Nah, yg cowo ini lagi ada masalah ama temennya. Walopun dia adik gw, tapi dia lebih bijaksana dari gw, dan entah mengapa gw rasa dy lebih dewasa dari gw. Dan di mata gw, dia itu adik yg paling ga bakal gw lupain~ haha~ *bahasa gw*

Jadi, kemaren kita sms-an. gw mw sgare aja sih, ga terlalu pnting juga~

dy=Teman, mungkin ga kalo nanti gede kita bakal seakrab sekarang? mungkin ga kalo kita bakal saling care kayak sekarang? mungkin ga kita bakal sering smsan kayak sekarang? mungkin ga kita bakal ketawa trus kayak skarang? mungkin ga kita bakal sering curhat curhatan kayak sekarang? mungkin ga kita saling percaya satu sama lain kayak sekarang? atau, ini cuma buat sebentar aja? apa nanti kita bakalan ga saling percaya lagi satu sama lain? apa nanti kita bakal jadi musuh yg ga prnah baikan lagi? apa nanti kita bakal saling balik badan?

gw= =3 itu semua tergantung bagaimana kita nyikapin persahabtan kita selanjutnya, yg bisa nentuin ke depannya  kita yetep teman atau musuh, ya kita sndiri. =3

dy=iah

gw= =3 nanti kamu sms cc lagi yah kalau kau uda mood, cheer up! =3

dy=uda uda, tadi uda di tenangin sama mq *koko angkatnya juga*, sekarang udah dikit ada mood koq

gw= hwm bgtu, =3 cc pernah baca, seandainya hati kita itu 100 kali lapangan bola, maka tiap orang yg ada dlam hidup kita bakal punya kamar dan kunci yg sebesar bagaimana kita sayang sama dia. kalo suatu saat nanti kita marahan sama dia, maka kamar itu tetap disana, dan kalau kita baikan ama dia lagi, kunci kamar itu bakal terbuka, karena dia selalu ada di hati kita.
*thanx buat novel yg judulnya gw lupa, tapi bisa mnginspirasi gw*

dy=tapi setiap pintu itu ada kunci, dan kunci itu harus dicari. misalnya kunci itu = akhir dari semua permasalahan, simana dan dimana kita harus cari kunci itu?

gw=iyha, kamu betul, setiap pintu ada kuncinya dan kunci itu memang harus dicari, gimana dan dimana, ada di hati kamu, di saat kamu mau maafin dia, di saat kamu sadar kamu masih senang bersama dia, kamu udah temuin sendiri kunci kamu. ada banyak cara, tapi cuma kamu sndiri yg tau. =3

dy=tapi sampe saat ini dd masih blom ktemu kunci itu?

gw=cuma kamu yg tau apa kamu udah ketemu atau belom. kan kamu sendiri yg mengerti hati kamu. dd, cuma kamu juga yg tau kapan saat yg tepat buat buka kunci untuk orang itu. =3

dan pas itu udah jam 12 malem, dan dia ga bales~ fuhh~ dy itu anaknya lebaii, tapi kalau ada masalah, kadang dia jadi rapuh, gw berharap gw ga salah ngomong ke dy~ dan gw harap dy bisa ngerti apa yg gw maksud. hwmmm~

selama ini gw selalu "ngangkat" ade n koko *ga punya cc angkat gw, haha*,,,tapi kadang gw juga kpikiran, kapan yh giliran orng yg pngen gw jadi "sodara angkatnya", haha, pmikiran yg konyol sihh~

haha~
that's all, jya~

 

tomorrow i got to school again~

it means that i just can online twice a week~

hxhx~
i want toonline everyday~
bbut my mom say i cant~

so f-list, i'm so sorry that i cant read all your post~
but i hope we still can be fren~

n specially for my adorable sister, dory-chan~


 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

next, i went to Mall of Indonesia~
then,  my mom and I bought twin blouse with red colour~
yeah! i love it~
n we think we will use it in the 1st day of Chinese New Year~
hurray!!!~
then, we go to Centro~
my father n brother bought each of them 2 blouses~
n i bought a new bag n hair accesories~
we bought until 3 hundred thousand, n we got 2 voucher to eat, watch movie or play, just one of them*
n my mom n dad will watch i think~

after it, we went to carrefour n bought some thiongs~
we will go to Puncak to celebrate New Year!
wow~ i can't wait for the FIREWORKS!!!~
i love it!

but, sth bad happened, not to me~
but to the poor people who lived near Mall Artha Gading~
the way back home, there is fired~
n the poor houses are fired~
again, i thank to God to give me a health n to save me~

that's all for now~
=DD

 

hello world~
=D

*post in bahasa*

lagi kaga ada kerjaan nhie~
jadi saia post yg lagi saia pikirkan~

hmm~
kadang gw mikir~
~sbenarnya dari mana sih asal kehidupan?
~knapa sih gw bisa hdup?
~apa sih tujuan gw hidup?

kdengerannya konyol~
tapi emang itulah yg kadang bkin gw bingung~

istilahnya "PERTANYAAN-PERTANYAAN TAK TERJAWAB"
*ala Ways to Live Forever yg baru gw baca*

tapi gw mrasa bersyukur bgt lahir di dunia ini~
dgn sgala kekurangan dan klebihan gw~
dgn smua yg udha Tuhan kasi buat gw~
lewat oeng2 di skitar gw~

kalo dtanya~
"APA HARAPAN LO KALAU BISA REINKARNASI?"
gw pngen jadi kayak u-know yunho~
atau chinen yuuri~
atau siapa aja dhe artis terkenal tapi ga banyak gosip dan COWO~
dan gw berharap~

kalo gw jadi artis terknal nanti~
gw ga bkal lupa khidupan gw sbagai FILI~
dan gw bkal mnikmati hdup gw sbagai the next YUNHO~

haha~
gw udha stres kali yah?
tapi bgtulah gw~
kadang ada hal yg gw bayangkan~

yg gw sndiri ga tau bagaimana mengekspresikannya~

 

so..okay~
we have finished the final exam for this term in school,,,
n we were having 4 days classmeet~
well, classmeet looks like a sport festival in japan~
no, but it's not that big~
so, it is usually held at the end of each term~
n we had many spots, so it's not the same each term~
n it usually for the high school student~
usually~
 

the 3rd day~
it was the most annoying, disappointing classmeet i ever joined~
the great futsal player from our class was late~
he heard that this classmeet would begin at 8.00
so, he walked from home at 7
~
his house is far~
n, yeah, my team was loose in final~
so we were the 2nd
then, it was basket
n unfortunately, we played with the 9th grader too~
n their class was great~
so we lose on 1st match~
at the final~
one of the 9th grader who met our team in the 1st match got injured~
his hand's bone was, i didn't know why~
but seems that it was seriously injured~
ah~
n my teachers were just looking him~
without doing anything better for him~
~

n the 4th day was man's tennis table~
ah~gain we got 3rd place this time~
no cares~
it's just game~

jya mata ne~
minnasan~